HOW DO I LIVE WITH THIS

Well,life is beautiful and full of adventures,when you were young you were a free spirit without worries and then as you grow you begin to realize that there is more to life than what meets the eye.There are things that keep recurring in our lives but then we keep putting them off because we don't want to appear weird or ridiculous. The voice that keeps calling and never gets tired ,a fire that burns within and you don't even know what it means ,a feeling that your in a place you shouldn't be. you want to rise up to the voice calling to you service but you even don't know which kind of service. And then there's this strange energy you feel you can do anything,but you cant rise because in amidst of all that something keeps pulling you down. You don,t know who to turn to because people don't believe in this stuff, you feel like u want to cry and shout on top of your voice and let people know whats going on but no you hold it in for no body cares anyway.

If there are people going through this please write back and if you have ever over come such situations,please let me here from you because that's me above